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ok.quite a long time since i last visited this site.hah.i just realized that i have so many blog sites that i tend to mishandle.crap.it's summer.hah.im bored gadammit.now,i have all the time in the world to organize things.one of which is this.i need to cancel all my hidden blog accounts.haha.i'll post everything? i did and all the events that happened during my last 3 months in st. scho.warning:this post = total randomness.

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*first christmas and new year's eve w/o parents.hah.im not happy.im not sad.im not used to it.but it's a new experience.my parents spent christmas and new year there! over there!somewhere!in arizona,usa

*upcat results were released a bit early.too early actually.i didn't expect anything from it since i crammed = studied the day/night before the exam.lazy.i cried.yes,i did.i cried when i knew that it was released.why?it's UP.UP = dream school.tears = disappointment/depression?hmpf.i cried when i arrived home.i cried to death.stupid me! i cried when my ate(elder sister) texted me about the upcat results thing.she sounded excited.o yeah.she was very excited.im not.i went to the site.upcat results site,i think.its slow.so damn slow.ym status = invisible.i don't want people asking me if i passed or not.screw them!..after 10 years.my ate arrived from work.crap.she's very excited.hah.i don't know if she's expecting something.impossible. i know that she wants me to study in UP.tss.i envy her.gadammit.why?coz she's so smart/intelligent/responsible/independent.my ultimate idol besides GOD is my ate.anyway,i decided to change my ym status.status = available.hah.as expected.many people sending their pms.asking if i did or did not.one of the pms i received says "steph, congrats". okay.for what? then she said "dba ikaw 'to?

 

2007-45295

BERMUDEZ, STEPHANIE ANN OLICIA

LOS BANOS

BS CHEMISTRY

 

it's me.or so i think?.hah.no doubt.it's me.i passed.im happy.i shouted.out of happiness,i cried.again.i told my ate who by the way is having her 'call of nature' thing. she's happy.im happy.we're happy.cut the crap.i didn't have the patience to wait for the "oh so slow" upcat site to open and see the result myself.my ate was the one who checked.she saw it.i saw it.she asked me if it's okay.hell yeah.she planned to ask for reconsideration.unfortunately, the UP people said no.so.im stuck in elbi for a year.o yeah!who cares.it's still UP.and UP is UP.diliman or elbi.it's still UP.im one of the ISKOLAR NG BAYAN.that's it.my dad texted me 'congrats.i cried when i prayed that night.so grateful.HE really makes miracles and makes things possible.GO LORD!

 

enough of this.so long.tss.

*ustet results were released.even before i check it online.my kuya told me that i passed.yey!.i passed both courses.chem and accntg.yey! i wanted to study in uste because of one reason.my closest friends will study there.but i won't let go of UP.i can still see them on weekends if i like.haha.

*first variety show in school.sugarfree was there.screw chicosci.screw them!

*highschool dance came.my first and last hs dance.black and white rules.seniors rock! 

 *my birthday came.im 16.damn.

*hell week

*final exams.our very last exam in st. scho.we'll miss it.for sure. 

*seniors night.boring.i hate it.

*graduation.hah.i'll miss isko.i'll miss my favorite teachers.sir pascual(math3).ms motas(math2).mrs sierra(math4).mrs ramirez(pinoi4).ms deocampo(pinoi3).ate ning(avr personnel).

*grand eb of covermequick boys(mark.box.ernie) and listers.happiness.

*i went to elbi to look for a dorm.guess what?.my dorm.i'll stay in the men's residence hall for a year.o yeah.im not joking.i'll stay in the 'men's dorm'.hah.elbi is nice.fresh air.trees.mountains.it has a lower and upper campus.unique.i love 'the tree'.i'll name that tree as 'the tree' although someone told me that the tree i admire is called the fertility tree.my ate said that the fertility tree is near my dorm.yes it is.it's across the street/dorm.i still admire that tree.so nice.i'll tell you a secret.it's not really a secret.anyway, when i was taking pictures of 'the tree', i saw a couple.they're doing something.gadammit.shock waves hit me.oh well.

majo said "kelangan masanay".tss.

*boredom.summer.boredom.chocolates.dvds.

*sluts everywhere.now i know why our country is not progressing.sluts/bitches are everywhere.i hate them.one example is the slut i saw/encountered when my ate and i were about to ride an fx..screw her and her boyfriend(i thnk).tss.is it right for a bitch who is not even carrying a single plastic/grocery bag to get inside a car/fx  first if the one who opened the door carries a lot of grocery bags?!.bitch! i wanted to pull her hair and throw her outside the fx.bitch!tss.my ate was also mad.sluts.kill them.throw them.

*im currently addicted to O2jam.blame my kuya.he taught me how to play it.

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im sleepy.it's 2am.so early for me to sleep?!?

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finish line. 

 

Currently feeling: sleepy

hai..

l8 na tong post ko pero nweiz...

eion.lumabas na ung results ng UPCAT nung monday.takte..nung cnabi sakin un ni danix nung lunch tym..nanghna ako..tae tlga!ewan prang bglang bumagsak ang mundo ko..hai...eion..hanggang sa nung nsa klasrum na ako...eh pnaalala sakin un ni niqo...jusko..ayaw ko na ngang icpn kc malu2ngkot lgn ako...eion..tae..nalu2ha na ako nun..pero xempre pngil ko lng..hai...tas nugn dsme na..monday nun...eion..ayaw ko pang umuwi..kc once na nsa bhay na ako...bu2ksan ko ang pc at magooL na ako..at ttngnan ko na ang result ng UPCAT...eion...jusko..pagdtng ko sa bhay..nagtxt ate ko sb nia 'uy.may results na daw UP.kamusta?'..hai..at bgla na lng akong naiyak...grabe..ang drama ko tlga..hehe...eion..tas nagOL na ako..tas invisble pa ako sa ym nun kc andming OL na mga tao..tas malamang magta2nungan na kung pumasa o hndi...hai..eion..tas super nman sa kabagalan ang site ng UP..grabe tlga...48 years..nweiz...nagpm pa skin c majo..sb nia nkpasa daw c jilly...tae..naiyak na nman ako..grabe..sobrang nagdadasal ako kay LORD habang gumagawa ng hw sa AA...jusko...dream school ko un...sna lng tlga...eion...tas ang aga umuwi ng ate ko from office..tas excited pa agn lola....sb ko hndi ko pa nkkta kc mabagal nga..eion..tas after ilang minutes...hndi na ako nag-invi sa ym..tas eion...nagpm na ung mga tao...c yurine...wla lng...gus2 lng nia ng kausap..haha..tas c joie nman..eion..tnanong na ako kung pumasa ba ako..sb ko d ko pa nkkta...eion..tas c grabel..nangamusta...tas c mona..nagsb ng congrats..sb ko nman bkt..eion..sb nia pumasa daw ako...eh..medyo alangan pa rin ako kc d ko pa nga nkkta...pero eion..at least relieved na ako nun..tas un..ung ate ko na ung 2mingn sa site ng UP..hai...sa awa ni LORD.

 

 

2007-45295

BERMUDEZ, STEPHANIE ANN OLICIA

LOS BANOS

BS CHEMISTRY